I'm Getting My Permit

I'm Excited ! I'm Getting My Permit  I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit  I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit I'm Getting My Permit :D i'M SOO EXCITED :D

i REALLY dont know what to write about

Random ;

Red

Popsicle

food

pizza

pepperoni

cheese

cow

moo

Milk

White

Yellow

Orange

bellyring

dad

mad

phone

no

grounded

lip ring

nose

ring

tounge

piercing

fun

ADD

This Is Just What goes threw my mind randomly , damn wtf , lol 

Daddys game

My dad plays for rolling rock softball beer league . He did a G R E A T job last night and I am very proud of him (: there in not any point in that game where I was screaming to cheer them onn . The funny thing is that the team they played was the team that kicked my dad off last year and they KICKED THEIR ASS (: WOO ! Go daddy :D

phone skills .

ok , so , this is my blog for you today , and im soing it off of my phone today just so i can test and see if it really works like that , and so far it has . so i disnt sit on my ass nd donothing today , i promiseee, lol . i wish people were not so fucked up sometimes  this guy and i were like hella close and sometging stpupid happened and I got blamed . and i had no fucking idea it was even happening . WTF  abd then he just carried on the xonversation with some FUCKED UP comments  and im qorried to talk to him itll just make everything worse . i know it to . ugh . wtf /:

YouuTubeeFever!

Soo , I Started A YouTube Channel . (:

It's Just A Video Blog , Kind Of Like This One , Just videos . Its Pretty Cooool .

I Interact with The Veiwers , Asking them tooo leave a comment and stuff (:
I Jsut have To Much Time On my hands When i'mk Not Working on schoooolwork , Of Course not  (;

Hehe xD i Wanna Graduate , I Wanna Get the fuck outta school , No Joke .

I'm Pretty Much Done With it D:

But I have Like no self motivation /:

i need MORE ,

i Am Trying To Start A New Leaf In My Life ... Just A New Start

And So far It Is Pretty Much Working , All I Need Is To Turn The Leaf on my opinion about school .

You Know Freshman i barly struggled with EVERY damn Class .

I Felt fucking stupid ! Well ,

I'm Done bitching (:

Byeeeee <3

This Song Is Stuck In my DAMN Head D:

Cherry cherry
boom boom
GaGa

Boy, we've had a real' good time
And I wish you the best on your way
Eh eh
I didn't mean to hurt you
I never thought we'd fall out of place
Eh eh, hey ey

I had something that I love long
But my friends keep telling me that something's wrong
Then I met someone

And eh, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh

Not that I don't care about you
Just that things got so compliquées
Eh eh
I met somebody cute and funny
got each other and that's funny
Eh eh, hey ey

I had something that I love long
But my friends keep telling me that something's wrong
Then I met someone

And eh, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh

(Eh eh, eh eh, eh eh...)

I had something that I love long
But my friends keep telling me that something's wrong
Then I met someone

And eh, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh

There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh

(Cherry cherry, boom boom)

Eh eh, hey ey
Oh yeah

All I can say is eh eh


LOl , That Would Be
"eh , eh , Nothing Else I Can Say"
By Lady Gaga .

Letter to tim that he will never read .

DEAR TIM .
YOUR A FUCKING DICK , I Hate youuu , You Treat me Like i amA Fucking Dog or something , You Know What FUCK YOU , God damn it , i need a cigrette , i Have never been this pissed at tim till he snapped @ me Like i was a fucking house pet ! NOOO! IM A REGULAR HUMAN TREAT ME DIFFERENT AND YOU WONT LIKE THE EFFECT , FUCK YOU TIM !
Sincerealy ,
Julia  .

Goooodmorning ... Rightt ?!

Omg , So This Morning has beeeen SO hetic xD Firsst I wake Up late , THEN I Wake Up , Get Ready Thenn i Walk To School, Well on my Way Of Walking To School , I was Smokking , And HEY A Cop Decides Too Pull me Over ,,, WTF ! haha , So he Let me Off With A Warning .. Thenn Decides Too Feel The Need Too CHEAK Everything And all .. So GREAT thing my record is cleaan , ! OMG , i Almost Got A Tickett , xD

Rest In Paradise .

Today Is Ricardos Birthday . He Was My Boyfriend before he Was Stabbed And Murdered ... July 4 , 2010 .. There is Nothing In This World i Want But To have my baby back . I've Woken Up from Dreams That Make Me Wish he Was Here With me Again .. He Was my EVERYTHING . /:

Yesterday

Scariest Thing That Has EVER Happened To Me ... The WHOLE Left Side Of My body Whent Numb , THe Times Of My Fingers Are STILL Numb /: The Doctor Said It Was 90% Stress And 10% Anxiztiy . Or However You Spell that . i Couldnt Move , At All .. My Aunt Is A Nurse .. She Did Some Tests ,The Fist One Was Where She Put A Needle By My Arm And Poked Me ..Kinda Hard . I Couldnt Feel It At All  , Omg . I Was SO Scared . D:

420 .

Today SUCKS , Its 420 And I Cant Even SMOKE ! Wtf , I Wish My Dad Would Let Meeee ! Omg . Haha ... So I Really MAD Thats It Hella Raining ! I Wish It Were Warm Rain Atleast . Oh Well Today Will Be My Day Too watch All The Stupid Shit People Do When They're HIGH (:

Your A B I T C H

You Know , i Really Hate People , I just Wish That Everything Would Go BACK to Normal . Even Throught All This Bull Shit Thats Happened , I Still Try To Have A Face Of A Happy person On , And Somethimes That Just Dont Work , i Have So Much Anger In me !!! WTF , Its All Chuss my Mom , Fuck That Bitch , She Made Me LIke Thiss !!! >:(

National Day Of Silence

Today Is National Day Of Silence . NO TALKING FOR ME ! A National Youth Movement To brining attention To the silence faced by lesbian , gay , bi-sexual , or Trans-sexual People .. You Are To Be Quite To Stop Bullying And All Others To Stop Aginst bullying And Name Calling , Think About The Voices Not Being Heard .. What Willl You Do To End The Silence ?

Thisss Weeeked .

This Weekend Was Depressing As Fuck /: I Moved Out Of my Houseee , Took care Of My Sister And Got In Several Arguements With my Dad . i Have DEFENTALY Cried More This Weekend Than I Have In A year . I Do Not Cry Bchuss my Mom Always Taught me It Was A Weekness . Fuck . Whatever .

LassstttNiggghhhtt

Last Night I Went Too my Sisters Party . There Was BeerPong & Hard Achoal . But I COuldnt Drink Chuss i had School . FML . Haha , Hella People Were There , It Was Crazy How People Talk Shit And Dont Expect karma .. Its Stupid , THINK PEOPLE .. Ughhh /: But my Friend Mike Was Being Stupid When He Was Sober , & He Was Playing Around And Tried Too Drift In Between Two Trees And Didnt Make The Second Oneeee . DUMB ASS . Poor TruckTruck /:

Idk What Too Writeeee But I neeed The Credits xD

Goooodmorning . Omgg , Im Very Tired . Yupp .. I hate Waking Up In The Mornings . I Am NOT a Morning Person . I Try Too Be . But It does Not Work Very Well. my Tummy Hurts /: i have A lot Of Problems With My Body , My Mom Smoke And Drank And Did Some Drugs While She Was Still Preggo With Me . I have Scoloious , Back Muscle And Spine Spasams . Im A Small Case Of Dislexic , I May Have Fibromyliga . I Get These Migranes That get So Bad I Puke , And I Get Stomache Aches Aleast 3times A Week . And Yeah . Haha , So This Is The Most Randomest Paragraph I have Ever Writtin . Soo Yeah I <3 AeroSmtih . Haha . Omg WEIRDEST DREAM EVER ! haha ,. i Had A Dream i Hung Out With Ryan Sycrest . WEIRDEST THING EVER ! haha xD

my Sissterrr .

Ima Write About my Sister Nicole for Today Bchuss i have Nother Better To Write About . Haha . Nicole is My Un-Biological Older Sister , She Is 19 , And Becides my Dad , She Is the Closest Person in my Life . She has Been There For me Since Day One , She Is The Prettiest Girl i know ... I Love Her With All my Heart , And Am VERY Greatful Too Have Her In my Life . She Is So Crazy , and So Am I . So When We Are Together , Its Just 2xCrazzyyy , haha . Like Yesterday ... We Went Snow Hill Clibing . And we Were Up too our Shoulders in Snow . HAHAHAHA , Nicole Sunk In Mudddd xD

SpringBreak , (:

Sooo , My Spring Break Was Amazing (: i Went Too Bend For A Week . AAMAZING Weather , I Got Some What of A Tan xD Last Tuesday , i pierced my Toungee , BIGGEST Pain In The Ass Ever . This Morning It Just NOW started To Not Swell . I Could Not Eat , Or Talk , It Just Hurtt . So Bad . Haha . i Was A Bitch The First Day Because It Hurt So Bad . BUT , I Love It (: haha . The Whole Time I was Gone , I Was Arguing With my Damn Boyfriend . He Was Being All Jerkey With Emotions . UGH . . /:

Day1 (:

Soo , Today Is My First Day At This School . And I Like It So Far . Granite I have Only Been Here For About 45Mins . I Chose To Come Here Because i Would Like To Graduate Early (: I Am NOT a Fan Of School . I did Not Do Very Good In My Past Two High Schools . Before I Went Too MountShasta I Went Too Weed . i Grew Up In Weed . I moved To Mt.Shasta About Two Years Ago In December Due Too My Parents Divorce . During THe Time I Was Living With my Mom , She Had Beat Me ... A lot . So My Dad Took Her Too Court And Got Full Custdy With Me . So, I Am Not A Quiet Person  . Please Dont Mistake me For Someone Who Is Quiet And Keeps Too Themselvs . I Am Normally Very loud And Obnoxious Person . And Am ALWAYS Speeking My Short Tempered Mind . I Have The SHORTEST temper Anyone Can have . I Have Been In Three Or Four Fights Just Because I Have A Big Mouth And Dont Know When Too Shut It . I Speek Three Fluent Languages , Cussing , Sarcasm , And English . my Dad Is My Everthing . And He Is my Bestfriend  . I Have Some Terrible Habbits . First Is My Nose Ring Whenever I Am Focoused , I Am Spinning It . Not Picking My Nose . Lol So There Is Somee About Mee .