Goooodmorning ... Rightt ?!

Omg , So This Morning has beeeen SO hetic xD Firsst I wake Up late , THEN I Wake Up , Get Ready Thenn i Walk To School, Well on my Way Of Walking To School , I was Smokking , And HEY A Cop Decides Too Pull me Over ,,, WTF ! haha , So he Let me Off With A Warning .. Thenn Decides Too Feel The Need Too CHEAK Everything And all .. So GREAT thing my record is cleaan , ! OMG , i Almost Got A Tickett , xD

Rest In Paradise .

Today Is Ricardos Birthday . He Was My Boyfriend before he Was Stabbed And Murdered ... July 4 , 2010 .. There is Nothing In This World i Want But To have my baby back . I've Woken Up from Dreams That Make Me Wish he Was Here With me Again .. He Was my EVERYTHING . /:

Yesterday

Scariest Thing That Has EVER Happened To Me ... The WHOLE Left Side Of My body Whent Numb , THe Times Of My Fingers Are STILL Numb /: The Doctor Said It Was 90% Stress And 10% Anxiztiy . Or However You Spell that . i Couldnt Move , At All .. My Aunt Is A Nurse .. She Did Some Tests ,The Fist One Was Where She Put A Needle By My Arm And Poked Me ..Kinda Hard . I Couldnt Feel It At All  , Omg . I Was SO Scared . D:

420 .

Today SUCKS , Its 420 And I Cant Even SMOKE ! Wtf , I Wish My Dad Would Let Meeee ! Omg . Haha ... So I Really MAD Thats It Hella Raining ! I Wish It Were Warm Rain Atleast . Oh Well Today Will Be My Day Too watch All The Stupid Shit People Do When They're HIGH (:

Your A B I T C H

You Know , i Really Hate People , I just Wish That Everything Would Go BACK to Normal . Even Throught All This Bull Shit Thats Happened , I Still Try To Have A Face Of A Happy person On , And Somethimes That Just Dont Work , i Have So Much Anger In me !!! WTF , Its All Chuss my Mom , Fuck That Bitch , She Made Me LIke Thiss !!! >:(

National Day Of Silence

Today Is National Day Of Silence . NO TALKING FOR ME ! A National Youth Movement To brining attention To the silence faced by lesbian , gay , bi-sexual , or Trans-sexual People .. You Are To Be Quite To Stop Bullying And All Others To Stop Aginst bullying And Name Calling , Think About The Voices Not Being Heard .. What Willl You Do To End The Silence ?

Thisss Weeeked .

This Weekend Was Depressing As Fuck /: I Moved Out Of my Houseee , Took care Of My Sister And Got In Several Arguements With my Dad . i Have DEFENTALY Cried More This Weekend Than I Have In A year . I Do Not Cry Bchuss my Mom Always Taught me It Was A Weekness . Fuck . Whatever .

LassstttNiggghhhtt

Last Night I Went Too my Sisters Party . There Was BeerPong & Hard Achoal . But I COuldnt Drink Chuss i had School . FML . Haha , Hella People Were There , It Was Crazy How People Talk Shit And Dont Expect karma .. Its Stupid , THINK PEOPLE .. Ughhh /: But my Friend Mike Was Being Stupid When He Was Sober , & He Was Playing Around And Tried Too Drift In Between Two Trees And Didnt Make The Second Oneeee . DUMB ASS . Poor TruckTruck /:

Idk What Too Writeeee But I neeed The Credits xD

Goooodmorning . Omgg , Im Very Tired . Yupp .. I hate Waking Up In The Mornings . I Am NOT a Morning Person . I Try Too Be . But It does Not Work Very Well. my Tummy Hurts /: i have A lot Of Problems With My Body , My Mom Smoke And Drank And Did Some Drugs While She Was Still Preggo With Me . I have Scoloious , Back Muscle And Spine Spasams . Im A Small Case Of Dislexic , I May Have Fibromyliga . I Get These Migranes That get So Bad I Puke , And I Get Stomache Aches Aleast 3times A Week . And Yeah . Haha , So This Is The Most Randomest Paragraph I have Ever Writtin . Soo Yeah I <3 AeroSmtih . Haha . Omg WEIRDEST DREAM EVER ! haha ,. i Had A Dream i Hung Out With Ryan Sycrest . WEIRDEST THING EVER ! haha xD

my Sissterrr .

Ima Write About my Sister Nicole for Today Bchuss i have Nother Better To Write About . Haha . Nicole is My Un-Biological Older Sister , She Is 19 , And Becides my Dad , She Is the Closest Person in my Life . She has Been There For me Since Day One , She Is The Prettiest Girl i know ... I Love Her With All my Heart , And Am VERY Greatful Too Have Her In my Life . She Is So Crazy , and So Am I . So When We Are Together , Its Just 2xCrazzyyy , haha . Like Yesterday ... We Went Snow Hill Clibing . And we Were Up too our Shoulders in Snow . HAHAHAHA , Nicole Sunk In Mudddd xD

SpringBreak , (:

Sooo , My Spring Break Was Amazing (: i Went Too Bend For A Week . AAMAZING Weather , I Got Some What of A Tan xD Last Tuesday , i pierced my Toungee , BIGGEST Pain In The Ass Ever . This Morning It Just NOW started To Not Swell . I Could Not Eat , Or Talk , It Just Hurtt . So Bad . Haha . i Was A Bitch The First Day Because It Hurt So Bad . BUT , I Love It (: haha . The Whole Time I was Gone , I Was Arguing With my Damn Boyfriend . He Was Being All Jerkey With Emotions . UGH . . /: